Things you'll never know by batgirl103, literature
Literature
Things you'll never know
Behind these eyes are tears that I just can't let go,
feelings that I've hid from you,
words I couldn't say...
I just wanna show you what I'm hiding...
what I've kept in for so long...
Honestly to tell you the truth...
I
LOVE
YOU
:'(
And maybe someday you will know how I feel...
And maybe somehow I will tell you...
And maybe somewhere in your heart you have the same feelings...
And maybe you...don't...
Alone...
Cold...
Useless...
Without you
Somebody...To get him to leave forever.
Love...To get his hate out of my system.
Music...To listen to instead of the lies.
Peace...Oh i wish I had.
Happiness...Seems oh so forsaken.
You...to leave the darkness behind.
Was it my beautiful charm that makes your heart
spark with a million fireworks,
While you are trying to catch your forsaken breath...
that has been taken away by my in-human beauty?
Or my soul that lights up like a child
who's heart has been healed?
My words say so many happy words...
But.....
You can't hear the sadness provoked by them..
So many hearts broken, so many mind's exploding..
It's just to much to bare
I
Things you'll never know by batgirl103, literature
Literature
Things you'll never know
Behind these eyes are tears that I just can't let go,
feelings that I've hid from you,
words I couldn't say...
I just wanna show you what I'm hiding...
what I've kept in for so long...
Honestly to tell you the truth...
I
LOVE
YOU
:'(
And maybe someday you will know how I feel...
And maybe somehow I will tell you...
And maybe somewhere in your heart you have the same feelings...
And maybe you...don't...
Alone...
Cold...
Useless...
Without you
What We Had
I think it was the lack of connection.
The lack of... touch?
I didn't mean for it to happen.
My desire for love was too much.
He was right there,
In my peripheral vision.
The party was intense.
Nothing but flashing white lights
Filling the room.
He walked up to me,
Wanting to dance and I said
Yes.
I was with someone.
It's not like it was a
Relationship.
We only ever kissed and said
Sweet things.
A whole year of just
Kissing.
And
Talking.
Maybe he didn't love me
Like I loved him.
Maybe he was straight.
Maybe he didn't think of men
Like that
Anymore.
I still loved him.
I didn't want to let him go.
But
I'll be that girl
with the hair in her face,
at the back of the bus
who just looks out of place.
I'll be that girl
who keeps wondering why
the world keeps on spinning
as she falls down to cry.
I'll be that girl
with the fake stuck-on smile,
who is shaking inside
but laughs all the while.
I'll be that girl
who pretends to be real,
who locks up the pain
that just doesn't heal.
I'll be that girl
stuck in a maze
of black mist and darkness,
of lost hopes and haze.
I'll be that girl
at the end of the day
who is lost in her mind,
she wont be ok...
But... I don't want to be that girl
with the hair in her face,
I don't want
Can't Help Loving You by brokenxbeauty, literature
Literature
Can't Help Loving You
I really cannot help it,
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.
But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.
You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.
You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.
I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.
Somebody...To get him to leave forever.
Love...To get his hate out of my system.
Music...To listen to instead of the lies.
Peace...Oh i wish I had.
Happiness...Seems oh so forsaken.
You...to leave the darkness behind.
Now isn't that true?
I joined this website a couple years ago and now I'm looking through all my writings and journals and I see how different I have become..
It really is odd how things change isn't it? People on here who used to be on all the time aren't..
I guess they run out of time as I am..
Love is war...
I wish I never grew up. I miss being 5 with no worries at all. No boys to worry about. I miss being young. Stuck in a generation.. Full of idiots? No that's mean.. But some people are just so stupid. So am I. I know. Not denying it. I want to runaway to a deserted island. Just me... And music. That is all. Honestly you are ruining my life and I hope you realize you are...
don't have the motivation to write anything else.
bye.